Ugh. This is difficult. I have plans, I think anyone who has been reading this blog knows that. I have grand ideas of where to go and while I may not lay out specifically how I’m getting there these plans exist. Allow me to pull back the curtain just a bit: I’m creating a new blog, one that is so much more “me” than this one has been, as well as creating another website that is devoted totally to my photography. Why am I mentioning this now? Because creating these websites IS DRIVING ME INSANE. I just spent the last few hours trying to figure out how to get WordPress.org to work on my Mac. It involved all kinds of programs that I have never used before and things really hit the wall when I found that I had to change things using Text Edit. Any deep computer users out there should know what that is. If you don’t, count yourself lucky.
I’m not a programmer, but I’m learning to think along those lines. I’m not a web designer, but I’m learning to think along those lines. I’m not a business owner, but I’m learning to think along those lines. Creating the future that I want for myself is pushing me to try/learn/experience so many new concepts that it’s all a bit overwhelming. But I won’t stop. Nope. Take a look at the title above. This post isn’t a, “I give up” sort of thing at all. This is a turn of the pressure valve. It’s almost 2 AM and I’m still at my computer trying to figure things out. I plan on spending the majority of tomorrow working on the layout of my photography website. This is how I work, a little here, a little there. I have to push through things in order to make them work. I can’t just think and sit and plan and organize my ideas perfectly. I don’t work that way. I have to try, and fail, and push through, and get frustrated, and hate life itself, and YELL, then get up, and try again.
But I won’t stop.
Wish me luck.